Horangee-noon.com tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2007-09-04://1 2010-02-15T06:47:20Z // ============================================== // Copyright 2004 by CodeLifter.com // Free for all; but please leave in this header. // ============================================== var Quotation=new Array() // do not change this! // Set up the quotations to be shown, below. // To add more quotations, continue with the // pattern, adding to the array. Remember // to increment the Quotation[x] index! Quotation[0] = "Help me, Jesus! 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But when that change comes, will I still feel the same?"; Quotation[17] = "Let the flesh instruct the mind."; Quotation[18] = "The only power that exists is inside ourselves."; Quotation[19] = "I couldn't give you what you wanted and I didn't have enough to give."; Quotation[20] = "Nature awakens the need for love, but it is not capable of satifying it."; Quotation[21] = "Angels are bright; Still, though, the brightest fell."; Quotation[22] = "If one cannot be immortal, one should at least be young."; Quotation[23] = "It's not so much a matter of meeting the right person, as it is meeting them at the right time."; Quotation[24] = "Beyond imagination lies the truth."; Quotation[25] = "Without a past, no being can appreciate what they have and where they may be going"; Quotation[26] = "The ultimate dare is to tell the truth"; Quotation[27] = "Live for the pleasure, the passion, the thrill; and you will live forever."; Quotation[28] = "Hair and teeth; If a man got those two things, he got it all."; Quotation[29] = "I've had it with these mother fucking snakes on this mother fucking plane!"; Quotation[30] = "Sensitive and delicate kinda like a tuberose"; Quotation[31] = "You can tell how full of themselves a person is by how long it takes their myspace to load."; Quotation[32] = "Have you ever wondered if there was more to life, other than being really, really, ridiculously good looking?"; Quotation[33] = "You gotta tame the beast before you let it out of its cage."; Quotation[34] = "When I was in 7th grade, I was... the fat kid in my class."; Quotation[35] = "I feel like I'm taking crazy pills!"; Quotation[36] = "I can Dere-lick my own balls, thank you very much."; Quotation[37] = "Orange Mocha Frappuccino!"; Quotation[38] = "Say it sexy...Like Ricardo Montalban"; Quotation[39] = "Methodically smoking my cigarette; With every breath I breathe out the day; With every delicious sip I drink away the night..."; Quotation[40] = "It's been a long time since I've smelled beautiful..."; Quotation[41] = "There is a way to be good again..."; Quotation[42] = "What we learned here is love tastes bitter when it's gone."; Quotation[43] = "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present."; Quotation[44] = "Listen to your dreams - those are the sounds no one else can hear."; Quotation[45] = "There is a very fine line between love and nausea."; Quotation[46] = "It burns SO good..."; Quotation[47] = "I tied my own shoes once; It is an overrated experience."; Quotation[48] = "Sometimes, you have to roll a hard six."; Quotation[49] = "I believe that it is never a mistake to follow your heart."; Quotation[50] = "I don't wanna waste another day, stuck in the shadow of my mistakes..."; Quotation[51] = "I'm half the man I thought I would be, but you can have what's left of me"; Quotation[52] = "Cause I want you, and I feel you, Crawling underneath my skin"; Quotation[53] = "In endless circles, Running from my self, until you gave me a reason for standing still"; Quotation[54] = "You try to tell yourself the things you try to tell yourself to make yourself forget"; Quotation[55] = "If I lose you, Could you find me? Or would you walk right by me?"; Quotation[56] = "...living in hell like it's some kind of heaven."; Quotation[57] = "All my sins, I said I would pay for them if I could come back to you."; Quotation[58] = "To listen requires a voice. For what needs to be known, requires us to ask."; Quotation[59] = "I don't need no instructions to know how to ROCK"; Quotation[60] = "I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go..."; // ====================================== // Do not change anything below this line // ====================================== var Q = Quotation.length; var whichQuotation=Math.round(Math.random()*(Q-1)); function showQuotation(){document.write(Quotation[whichQuotation]);} showQuotation(); Movable Type Pro 4.23-en 2010 Tiger Horoscope tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2010://1.372 2010-02-15T06:47:16Z 2010-02-15T06:47:20Z Energy to Make Big Gains Get ready for a passionate year, Tiger! The influence of Metal will allow you to be especially focused and full of steely resolve. Tigers will not take setbacks lying down. Socially, you will be popular... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com Energy to Make Big Gains

Get ready for a passionate year, Tiger! The influence of Metal will allow you to be especially focused and full of steely resolve. Tigers will not take setbacks lying down. Socially, you will be popular and project an air of captivating charm that attracts recognition. This makes it an especially strong year to pursue financial or career interests. Simple perseverance will give you an edge on your competition. Even in the face of difficulty, Tigers always land on their feet. Your natural daring and optimism combines with extra determination. Powerful energy needs to be channeled in constructive directions. Find causes you believe in. Otherwise, you could create conflicts with your nearest and dearest

]]> My Top 10 according to Last.FM tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.369 2009-12-29T08:38:19Z 2009-12-29T08:45:25Z Top Artists 1 BT 838 2 Radiohead 576 3 Madonna 564 4 Marvin Gaye 483 5 Counting Crows 401 6 Björk 364 7 Basement Jaxx 359 8 U2 337 9 Dave Matthews Band 335 10 Pet Shop Boys 318 Top... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com
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]]> Part of a survey that I took in 2003 tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.367 2009-12-29T00:44:13Z 2009-12-29T00:50:41Z horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com The weird/sad thing is how many of the answers are the same today. 
]]> 500 Question Survey - taken from AmyObsessive

You Stuff
001. What is your name? Joseph Rogers.
002. Spell your name backwards. .sregoR hpesoJ
003. Date of birth: April 24, 1974
004. Male or female? Male
005. Astrological sign: Western - Taurus; Chinese - Tiger
006. Nicknames: Joe, Joey-Woey, Jojobe, Sexymuthafuckayeti
007. Occupation? Warehouse Supervisor for SFSU Bookstore.
008. Height: About 6'.
009. Weight: 190ish lbs
010. Hair color: Black.
011. Eye color: Black.
012. Where were you born? Dunn, North Carolina.
013. Where do you reside now? San Francisco, California.
014. Age: **sigh** 29
015. Screen names: Tygreyes, tygger_sf, dark_tygre, jtygre
016. E-mail addy: dark_tygre@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? Doesn't stand for anything
018. What is your LJ name? Tygreyesand dark_tygre (same for blurty).
019. What does your diary name stand for? Just a name.
020. Pets: None.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? Can't remember the last birthday cake I had.
022. Piercings? Never.
023. Tattoo's? None; want one though.
024. Shoe size: 11.5-13
025. Righty or lefty? Righty.
026. Wearing: Tigger Sweatshirt, Velvet sweatpants, and Tigger underwear
027. Hearing: Mariah Carey f/ Trey Lorenz - I'll Be There
028. Feeling: Recovering from depression; dreading going to work tomorrow.
029. Eating/drinking: Last thing eaten was a bowl of Sugar Smacks

Friends Stuff
Which one of your friends is the....
030. - 057. Sorry, not going to choose among friends?
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Yes, lots.
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Daniel Rama
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 20 people on my buddy list total.

Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
061. Have you ever been in love? Yes.
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? Too many.
063. How many people have you been in love with? Two, maybe three, no more than four, five at the max.
064. How many people have you kissed? Too many to count
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Yes.
066. How many people have you dated? Too tired to think.
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? A pulse?
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes.
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Live ones
070. Do you have a bf/gf? No.
071. If so where did you meet them? Met last one at Solano College Bookstore(where we worked).
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? That they loved me for who I was and that they saw the best in me; even when I couldn't see them myself.
073. Do you have a crush right now? No.
074. If so who is it? No crush
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes.
076. Do you remember your first love? Yes.
077. Who is the first person you kissed? Casey Clark
078. Do you believe in fate? See question #443.
079. Do you believe in soul mates? I don't know anymore.
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? Who knows.

Family Stuff
104. How many siblings do you have? 1 brother.
105. What are your parent's names? Joseph H. and Sonya.
106. What are your sibling's names? Eric J.
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 1 sister.
108. How many siblings does your father have? 2 sisters.
109. Where are your parents from? Mother: Seoul, South Korea; Father: Portsmouth, Virginia.
110. Is your family close? Yes.
111. Does your family get together for holidays? Just for Thanksgiving and Xmas.
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? I did, however he quick drinking a long time ago.
113. Any medical problems run through your family? Yes.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? No.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? Yes.
116. Are your parents divorced? No.
117. Do you have step parents? No.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? No, but I didn't talk to my brother for almost 2 years.
119. If so for what? He did some stupid stuff against the family
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Yes, my mother (from South Korea)

Music Stuff
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? I can relate a lot of song to my life.
122. What's the most embarrassing CD you own? Personally, I'm embarrassed with my Stone Temple Pilot - 4 CD because there is only one decent song on it.
123. What's the best CD you own? Marvin Gaye - What's Going On
124. What song do you absolutely hate? Anything with Ashanti, Ja Rule, or 50 Cents right now.
125. Do you sing in the shower? Yes.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Dave Matthews Band - Say Goodbye.



Respond with lyrics from the artist
127. Pink: You make me sick...
128. Aerosmith: Jamie's got a gun
129. Madonna: What are you looking at?
130. Korn: Something takes a part of me, you and I were meant to be...
131. Backstreet Boys: Show me the meaning of being lonely (not sure if that them or N*sync).
132. The Beatles: It's been a hard day night, and I've been workin like a dog...
133. Sublime: Now he takes it in the behind, DATE RAPE!
134. J.Lo: Don't be fooled by the rocks that I got, I'm just, I'm just Jenny from the block.
135. *Nsync: Bye, Bye, Bye
136. Limp Bizkit: Who can be the boss? Look up to the cross, stranded in the land of the lost.
137. Britney Spears: I'm not a girl, not yet a woman...
138. Creed:. Should've been dead on a Sunday morning banging my head. No time for mourning,
ain't got no time.
139. Enrique Iglesias: All I need is the rhythm divine, lost in the music, your heart will be mine.
All I need is to look in your eyes, viva la musica, say you`ll be mine.
140. Good Charlotte: Ugh...something about lifestyles of the rich and the famous...
141. Christina Aguilera: Wish I had somebody, wish I was somebody's baby, somebody's somebody, somebody's somebody
142. Eminem: You don't know me, you're too old, let go, it's over, nobody listens to techno...
143. New Found Glory: Who?
144. Kelly Clarkson: For a moment like this...
145. Kelly Osbourne: Papa don't preach, I'm in trouble deep; Papa don't preach, I've been losing sleep...
146. Mandy Moore: Something about candy, I think?
147. Eve: Let Me Blow Your Mind (think those are Gwen's lyrics though...)
148. Aaliyah: It's been too long and I'm lost without you, what am I gonna do, said I been needin' you, wantin' you.
149. Nelly: It's getting hot in here. I am getting so hot, I wanna take my clothes off...
150. Alicia Keys: I keep on fallin...in and out of love with you...
151. Incubus: Uh?.

Favorites
152. Color: Gray
153. Food: I'm so hungry that I don't want to talk about it.
154. Song: Too many to list...
155. Show: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, WWE Smackdown!, The Simpsons
156. School subject: Drafting, and Computers
157. Band/singer: Don't have one.
158. Animal: Tygre.
159. Outfit: None right now.
160. Radio station: Corporate Radio still sucks.
161. Movie: Out of my DVD collection, I would have to say Zoolander.
162. Pair of shoes: None.
163. Cartoon: Cowboy Bebop.
164. Actor: Don't have one.
165. Actress: Don't have one.
166. Potato chip: Pringles,what else.
167. Drink: None at the moment.
168. Alcoholic drink: Anything with kahlua in it
169. Holiday: Xmas
170. Perfume/cologne: Contradiction,Bijon, and Aspen
171. Pizza topping: Meat and mushrooms.
172. Jell-O flavor: Red. Bonus if it is a ]]> <![CDATA[What a blockhead I am…]]> tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.366 2009-12-06T06:36:07Z 2009-12-06T06:36:12Z If I can’t call someone or even text them, then I deserve to be holed up in my room alone. If I can’t call or write a letter to someone I called a friend, then I deserve to be friendless.... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com If I can’t call someone or even text them, then I deserve to be holed up in my room alone.

If I can’t call or write a letter to someone I called a friend, then I deserve to be friendless.

Instead, I choose to be indecisive, afraid, and scarred of my own shadow.

What if I am not depressed, but choose to be depressed.

What if I am not a fool, but choose to be a fool.

]]> <![CDATA[From “The Everything Birthday Personology Book”]]> tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.365 2009-12-06T03:51:06Z 2009-12-06T03:51:11Z April 24 You’re on a continual quest for peace and self-improvement.  There is no room in your life for any type of discord, especially spiritual. You believe that there’s a pattern to things, an order, and once you understand that,... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com April 24

You’re on a continual quest for peace and self-improvement.  There is no room in your life for any type of discord, especially spiritual. You believe that there’s a pattern to things, an order, and once you understand that, harmony develops naturally.  This outlook, combined with the individualistic, perfectionist birth number of 1, motivates you to try to constantly refine your personal abilities and release old, outmoded behaviors.

You’re very talented and have financial aptitude.  Careers that focus on money (banking, financial advisor, etc.) suit you very well.  The only problem is that you suffer from underlying indecisiveness that comes from lingering teenage angst.  By the age of about thirty-five this should dwindle, and you’ll feel comfortable enough in your skin to move forward boldly.

Lovers need to be reminded to be gentle.  You love very easily and deeply, often collapsing into a relationship and getting lost there.  Nonetheless, with a well-balanced partner you are very inventive and diligent about relationship maintenance.

Gift idea: a calculator or nice checkbook cover.

]]> Mulling the future tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.364 2009-11-21T18:31:27Z 2009-11-21T18:31:27Z Here at barnes & nobles killing time while I wait for my car to get fixed ( tires). Did not figure buying tires when I was planning this trip to WA to see the folks. Maybe it would have been... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com Here at barnes & nobles killing time while I wait for my car to get fixed ( tires). Did not figure buying tires when I was planning this trip to WA to see the folks. Maybe it would have been cheaper to fly up instead of driving. Too late now to do anything about it except to wonder if I should have got a credit card to help pay for things like this I think I remember a time where I would have been happy to stay in a bookstore for hours, just reading away. Now, it just looks like a bunch of dead trees to my eyes. Sometimes I feel like I can only see death and decay through my eyes, never the life and the love of the world. This would have been easier to type of I had a new laptop. Just saying. Like I can really afford one. I think that I would be happier with a pet cat or dog yawn. Three more hours to kill. Wish that I could go home and come back later. A nap would be nice right about now. Pre Halloween sickness tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.363 2009-10-31T05:26:38Z 2009-10-31T05:26:41Z Just watched the House episode when he got sent to a psychiatric facility which makes me wonder just how close I am to being sent to a facility.  More than that, it made me wonder about my inability to let... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com Just watched the House episode when he got sent to a psychiatric facility which makes me wonder just how close I am to being sent to a facility.  More than that, it made me wonder about my inability to let go.  To let go of the pain that I have.  To let go of the feuds that I hold on to.  To let go of the guilt that I carry.   All of it is a morass that I wallow in.  And while my therapy is helping me to deal with it, none of it helps me to escape it.  Isn’t there a theory that in order to escape quicksand, you have to relax and let it take over you so you can float out of it….hmmm, that doesn’t sound right.

Resisting the urge to go out and gorge my pain away with some fast food, like I’ve been doing for the last couple of days, weeks, months for a long time it seems.  Still won’t loose any real weight until I get to the gym again.  But baby steps., first I need to starve myself and start eating better and less.  And fight off this cold/flu before it even happens.

Still I’m hurt that…didn’t come over like she said and hurt that she didn’t text or anything.  Guess that is sign enough though.  Maybe it’s the skepticism and wariness that comes with being a Capricorn.  I would have been worthy of your trust, I think, if you would but give it to me.

Anyway, it is past my sleep time, which is sad for a Friday night.  Maybe I’ll stay up and watch a movie or something.  Still haven’t watched In Burges yet?  Or maybe I should just sleep, my body is still aching like I have a cold/flu or something.

]]> Ghosts of the past and forgiveness tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.362 2009-10-20T04:41:12Z 2009-10-20T04:41:16Z Stopped in Vacaville on a tip that the Denny’s there had been knocked down and demolished for what looks like a chicken shop.  The loss of the Denny’s made me take a drive through Vacaville to visit the places of... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com Stopped in Vacaville on a tip that the Denny’s there had been knocked down and demolished for what looks like a chicken shop.  The loss of the Denny’s made me take a drive through Vacaville to visit the places of my past.  In previous trips, there has always been the ghost of those memories to greet me at these places.  But this time, there were no such ghosts.  Had the passage of time finally release these spiritual being.  Or had the city changed so much that the ghost were made irrelevant.  I think the only trips to Vacaville that I will take will be the ones when I look at my yearbook.  If that….

The one thing that therapy is not  helping me with is the question of forgiveness.  To ask others for forgiveness is a daunting task, but one that I am up for.  While I am comfortable forgiving myself for using Facebook and neglecting my journal, there are other things that I have yet to forgive myself for.  For betraying them and their trust…no for abandoning them and pushing away their offers of friendship and help.  That is what I cannot forgive myself for.  That is what therapy can’t seem to find for me.  The forgiveness is the answer that I seek.  This lack of forgiveness is what keeps me stagnant and depressed, I think.

Is the answer God?  I wish it was, but God is like a person on a boat while you are drowning.  He is willing to save you as long as you agree to his conditions before you board.  Conditional forgiveness is not what I am looking for…I don’t think.

]]> Being a good boy tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.361 2009-10-16T03:21:29Z 2009-10-16T03:21:29Z Being a good boy and doing laundry instead of going to the movies. Being a bad boy by stealing bandwidth from a router. Not really my fault that they didn't change their password. Wishing that I could talk to....but she's... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com Being a good boy and doing laundry instead of going to the movies. Being a bad boy by stealing bandwidth from a router. Not really my fault that they didn't change their password. Wishing that I could talk to....but she's was out of town today and not sure if she would be up to going out after driving from Sacramento. Actually, I'm being a wuss and not texting her for some reason. I should...maybe not tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.360 2009-09-06T03:53:20Z 2009-09-06T03:53:20Z 12 couples and one single guy guess the single guy... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com 12 couples and one single guy guess the single guy tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.359 2009-09-06T03:29:39Z 2009-09-06T03:29:39Z In the theather way too early. The other film is still finishing and the theather hasn't been clean yet. What a loser I am. Anyway going to go see gamer with gerard butler. The point of getting out of the... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com In the theather way too early. The other film is still finishing and the theather hasn't been clean yet. What a loser I am. Anyway going to go see gamer with gerard butler. The point of getting out of the house is to help allieve my depression, but what is the point when going out makes me just as depressed. Hopefully I won't be the only person in the theather. Done that before and that almost push me to suicide. What am I doing tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.358 2009-09-06T03:13:43Z 2009-09-06T03:13:43Z At the mall again waiting for a movie to start wondering what I am doing here. I really do hate going to the movies alone. Hopefully the movie will be good... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com At the mall again waiting for a movie to start wondering what I am doing here. I really do hate going to the movies alone. Hopefully the movie will be good Why I like my job tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.357 2009-08-25T00:02:33Z 2009-08-26T13:48:00Z I get to be a dirty old man and oggle young freshmen girls. There are more reasons why I like my job, I just can't seem to think of them as these girls with their short shorts and their low... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com I get to be a dirty old man and oggle young freshmen girls. There are more reasons why I like my job, I just can't seem to think of them as these girls with their short shorts and their low cut tops walk by me. Mood for today tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.356 2009-08-20T05:26:43Z 2009-08-20T05:26:46Z Is again a 6.  Just a bit over feeling numb.  More sore and tired from work today more than anything else.  Trying to stay awake a bit longer so that I can sleep through the night.  Also hoping in the... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com Is again a 6.  Just a bit over feeling numb.  More sore and tired from work today more than anything else.  Trying to stay awake a bit longer so that I can sleep through the night.  Also hoping in the off chance that you will call me for whatever reason you need to call me.  But I know that’s not going to happen.

Was trying to watch Kill Bill on TV, but couldn’t concentrate enough to really pay attention to it.  The mouse is charging right now, so no World of Warcraft.  I could clean my room.  I should clean my room.  Think that I am going to try to read for awhile.

What a boring entry

]]> Tracking my feelings tag:www.horangee-noon.com,2009://1.355 2009-08-18T06:36:30Z 2009-08-18T06:36:32Z I do need some way of tracking my mood.  Right now, on a scale of 1-10, I’m at a 6.  Just a bit over neutral feeling.... horangee http://www.horangee-noon.com I do need some way of tracking my mood.  Right now, on a scale of 1-10, I’m at a 6.  Just a bit over neutral feeling.

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