What am I doing

Why do I have control of this body and life. Because I have no idea what I’m doing with it. At least plans to goto the Bay Area are starting to form.

I need to get back in to a yoga or meditation class. Can’t keep them in check sometimes. Also need to take a sleep class to learn how to sleep without my phone in the bed. It’s killing me sleep wise.

I feel like I’ve forgotten what the touch of another person feels like. It’s there in the corner of my mind, but I can’t actually grab it and remember it. Frustrating this is what must drive the thirsty guys on Whisper.

Sigh. The pure caffeine from a cappuccino is not kicking in. A troubling sign to a long day.