Slowly Dying Again

I hurt everywhere.  My body aches like I’ve been doing yoga or working out for hours.

But I haven’t been working out or doing yoga.

It’s all emotional and mental stress.

Tonight I’ve seen my future and I don’t know how to change it.

I know that I need to change it, I just don’t know how.

**sigh** Two more days until the cycle starts again.

I am dreading it, but at the same time it is all I seem to know; I look forward to it.