In the theather way too early. The other film is still finishing and the theather hasn’t been clean yet. What a loser I am. Anyway going to go see gamer with gerard butler. The point of getting out of the house is to help allieve my depression, but what is the point when going out makes me just as depressed. Hopefully I won’t be the only person in the theather. Done that before and that almost push me to suicide.