Prozac…

The thing about Prozac (in regards to myself that is) is that I loose all sense of purpose and motivation.  I am just here.  Not happy, not sad, just here.   I just want to stay in bed all day long, not because I’m necessarily sad or depressed.  It’s just that I’m not really motivated to do anything else.  Just typing this entry is hard because I am already starting to lose focus and interest in it.  I think that the only reason that I go to work is because of habit.   I would be late on all of my bills if it wasn’t the fact that most of them are on auto pay.  The cell phone is not however, and I really should sign on and pay it before they cut me off.  I have so many people to call, but most of them are married couples and married couples go to sleep at 9PM on Sunday nights for some reason.  Why is that?

5 million things that I could/should be doing and I can’t think of a single one.