Monthly Archives: November 2004

sleeping

I should be asleep, but I’m not.
Not good…

They know how to throw a party

So Saturday I was Angie’s date for the wedding that she was going too. As usual, I ran a little late, because I don’t know how to tie a tie. I bought one of those box shirt/tie sets and I thought that the tie was already tied, but it wasn’t. So it took me and my roommate 10 min to figure out how to tie the damn thing. This is why I hate ties. But I really should learn how to tie one. So I was running late, but Angie was running late too because she had to drop some of the bridesmaids off, so it was cool. And the wedding started 15-30min late anyway, so it was all good.

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$500 shopping bust…

4 hours later, and I’m $500 poorer. But at least I got a Macy*s card out of it. 😀
**sigh** Anyway, went to Macy*s first and got approved for a Macy*s card and went shopping. So many hoodrats. And Macy*s was a mess. What is up going out and tearing up a place? God, clothes all over the place and on the floor. Rude ass people pushing you out the way. So for the first hour, I just walked around looking at stuff. I really wanted to buy some pants, but I couldn’t find any in my size. Anywhere. And the clearance stuff was already picked over. Eventually, I bought some underwear, a belt, and some cologne (Chrome), the shirt that I saw with Amanda, and some sunglasses, and OH SHIT, they didn’t charge me for the sunglasses?!?! Sweet, I just made out with some Kenneth Cole sunglasses.
So next I headed to JCPennys to do some real shopping. Of course Pennys was worse than Macy*s. They didn’t have any steel toes that fit me. But I bought some pants, some thermal underwear, some presents, and alot of workout stuff. Yes, I really do plan on getting in shape next year. Oh, I also bought a new overcoat. By that time, my deoderant have gave out and I was smellin. Anyway, I think that I’m going to return most of it. I really don’t need the workout shirts, I have tons of shirts to wear. Same with the jeans. And maybe the belt from Macy*s (might be too big for my suit).
I didn’t goto Best Buy, although I’m still tempted to go. Hey, if Macy*s is going to give me a card, then why not Best Buy. I really don’t need anything, and I really can’t afford anything. But an extra TV card and hard drive would be nice. And a 22″ Apple monitor 😀
Well, I got the hair cut, so I’m going to shower and eat. Later, Angie and I are going back to Macy*s in order to get a shirt and tie for the wedding we are going to tomorrow. And maybe we’ll stop by Best Buy.

not good…

I fell back asleep while waiting for my roommate to get out of the bathroom. Not good at all. Now, I’m late for work late…

this is so not early in the morning….

Just woke up, 2.5 hours later than I wanted to. This is not waking early to go shopping, more like waking up to goto work. **yawn** Not good. I wonder if there is anything left in the stores. Anyway, going to take a shower and hit the malls anyway. Besides, I still need a haircut. maybe I’ll call angie and see if she wants to go with me.
Damn, roommate is in the bathroom.
I knew I should have got a Target wake-up call

thanksgiving drumsticks

Lots of drumsticks eaten this thanksgiving. Yep, I polished off a whole box of ice cream drumsticks. But to look at the positive side of things, I did drink some water.
Was going to spend the day fasting and in deep thought. Maybe get to some things that I have been putting off. Instead, I watched TV, played some games, and slept. I’ve been told that depression is just the effect of you being angry with yourself. But, in the end, it just felt easier to numb my brain instead of trying to analyze what is wrong with me. And it’s sad because nobody has the answers for me, not my friends, not god, not my shrink, and def. not me. I not sure I even know what the questions are. **sigh** Still, I have 6-7 months left to try and figure something out.
Anyway, I am going to goto sleep early because I plan on waking up early to goto some Black Friday sales. I wish that I had applied for a new credit card earlier so I could have it now. Want to goto Best Buy and apply for a card and maybe get a laptop or a new LCD monitor. You know, all the stuff that I don’t need. Or maybe Macy*s? I should have applied for a card when I was there with Amanda. I could buy myself a new wardrobe. At least buy that really nice shirt that was on the sales rack for the wedding on Sat. And I think I’m actually in good standing with Macy*s (i.e. they never had to send the creditors after me). What will probably happen is that I will do all my Xmas shopping at JCPennys and charge it on that card. Even though nobody in my family wants anything. In all likelyhood, I’ll buy tons of stuff and then return it the next day Sunday. I’m just being compulsive to fill the pain. First food, then shopping, then alcohol, drugs, and sex. I should try to goto sleep, I have a busy day tomorrow

Hot Tub

A nice soak in a hot tub would be nice right about now. I wonder if I could get away with charging one on the business card.
“Uh yeah boss. The hot tub will help speed up our recieving up to 75%.”
O.K. going back to work now

Timeshares are for dummies…

So you’ve all seen the car sitting at the mall with the kids around it filling out the forms thinking that they will win it some how. Well, I’ve signed up for some and last week I got a call saying that I had won something. All I had to do was show up and listen to a 90 minute presetation and I would win a tickets for a bay cruise, a $50 AMEX gift card, and a 3 night trip to hawaii, mexico, reno, or….laughlin!!! Well, these people just hounded the shit out of me with emails, letters, and phone calls for 3 days. After the 5th time confirming that I would show up, I just stop answering the phone. Well, today I answered the phone and told the lady my stuff, and now they are saying that I don’t qualify. Fucking bastards. I mean I wasn’t going to sign up for a timeshare anyway, and I didn’t really care for the boat trip and vacation to laughlin. But the $50 gift card would have been nice.
Anyway, I am trying to cut out the caffiene again. I was drinking more water, esp when we got the new water cooler at work. But since it is colder now, I’ve just avoided water like the plague. Not good. I’ve also advoided doing my group homework too, but I’ll do it tonight or tommorow before group.
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X-< Now I'm just being silly

Happy Birthday Amy!!!!!!!

Adding my own pictorial dedication to the brilliance that is Amy. Happy Birthday

National Survivors of Suicide Day

National Survivors of Suicide Day was created by U.S. Senate resolution, through the efforts of Sen. Harry Reid of Nevada, who lost his father to suicide. Every year, the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention (AFSP) sponsors a nationwide event to provide an opportunity for the national survivor community to come together for support, healing, information and empowerment.