Paxil update/prison thought…

SO I’ve been taking Paxil for a couple of weeks now, and I don’t notice any change to my mood. In fact, I feel like I’m sinking back to the point that I was at before I started going to theorpy. I’ve stop taking my walks around the neighborhood, my room is a complete mess, I’m back to passing out and crying after work and then staying up late at night. At least the skin peeling seemed to have stopped. Also, the only other effect are the dreams that I’m having. The thing is that I’ll have to stay on Paxil until at least until Dec-Jan before I can switch to something else (Zoloft, Celexa, or something else).
One thought that I had is if I am locked up in a prison of my mind, do I get visitation days. What about parole for good behavior. I’ve already been gang-raped by my emotions. Or maybe I’m in solitary confinment and my only contact with the outside world is when the little door slides open and the guard shoves my bread and water into my cell.