dream of tears…

I was laying down on my bed, listening to music on my computer. The songs were making me more and more sad and with the last two songs, Come Away With Me by Norah Jones & I Know by Fiona Apple, I started crying. I was sobbing and choking with tears. My body was aching with the pain and sadness that I was feeling. All of the pain and sadness of the past seem to be rushing back to my body and mind in one shot.
Then I woke up and my body ached from head to toe. My faces was streaked with wetness. And I wondered if it was a dream or was I really crying that hard.