.talking about the big guy above

[Listening to: Turntable – TLC – 3D (03:25)]
Last topic of the night is about God, Lesa and I had a 45min discussion about God. Has usual, it left me with more questions than answers. Maybe I am just incapable of being a Christian and finding God. Maybe God is hiding from me and doesn’t want me to find him. Maybe I should just accept the empty and incomplete feeling that I have has something that will follow me for the rest of my life.

Maybe God should just hit me with a lighting bolt and jump start my faith a bit.