I am tired. I am

I am tired.
I am tired of work
I am tired of my coworkers
I am tired of my bosses
I am tired of my car
I am tired of my clothes
I am tired of my hair
I am tired of my web page
I am tired of my journals
I am tired of my computer
I am tired of my paycheck
I am tired of my bills
I am tired of my overdue books
I am tired of the cats
I am tired of my bed
I am tired of my toothpaste
I am tired of my teeth
I am tired of the blemishes and flaws on my face
I am tired of my body and the way I look
I am tired of my books
I am tired of my computer games
I am tired of not having a computer
I am tired of radio stations playing the same songs
I am tired of the economy
I am tired of the employment outlook
I am tired of moving stuff
I am tired of inventory
I am tired of back to school orders
I am tired of being in charge
I am tired of doing laundry
I am tired of cleaning
I am tired of my friends being far away
I am tired of 50 cents, Avril Laraigne, and Good Charlotte
I am tired of Pacifica not having an ice cream shop
I am tired of posting negative entries
I am tired of not posting anything at all
I am tired of thinking that I have nothing to post
I am tired of all the obligations I have
I am tired of worrying about my family
I am tired of worrying about money
I am tired of thinking about my health
I am tired of eating right
I am tired of being afraid of needles
I am tired of not knowing how to swim
I am tired of hiding myself at work
I am tired of hiding the everything inside of me
I am tired of being lonely
I am tired of people telling me that it will get better
I am tired of people telling me that I should move on
I am tired of not being able to move on
I am tired of hating myself for thinking about moving on
I am tired of longing for her
I am tired of missing her
I am tired of my heart aching over her
I am tired of crying myself to sleep over her
I am tired wanting to fix myself for her
I am tired of not knowing how to fix myself for her
I am tired of trying to figure out how everything fell apart
I am tired of trying to figure out why everything fell apart
I am tired of knowing that she is looking elsewhere for love
I am tired of knowing that my love wasn’t good enough for her
I am tired of knowing that my love wasn’t enough for her
I am tired thinking about her every day
I am tired of thinking of impossible plans to win back her love
I am tired of the movies I’ve watched that inspired my impossible plans
I am tired of reading how she wants to be loved when I am here to love her
I am tired of searching for the answers
I am tired of praying for the answers
I am tired of Him not listening to my prayers
I am tired Him not giving a damn about anything
I am tired of no being able to breakthrough to talk to Him
I am tired of never feeling Him by my side
I am tired of never feeling, sensing, or talking to Him at all
I am tired of my body
I am tired of my heart
I am tired of my soul
I am tired of life
I am tired of no being able to do anything about anything
I am tired of not being able to live my life
I am tired of not being able to end my life.
I am tired of the music playing
I am tired of the computer running
I am tired of the light shining in my room
I am tired of….I’m just tired.
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