Monthly Archives: April 2003

Tell me something that I don’t know

The Dante’s Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 – Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) High
Level 6 – The City of Dis (Heretics) Moderate
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 – Cocytus (Treacherous) High

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
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Not a bad Wednesday…

Good Angelepisode tonight, but not great. The end of it and the previews really left me going “huh”, but that’s because I’ve just started watching it halfway into the season. Hopefully, the Television W/O Pity Forumswill be able to fill me in on the mysterious person at the end.
Got two more offers for the table.One lady came over, but I’m worried that I scarred her off when I tried to take the extension out of the table. Well, I WD40’d it so it will be easier to shoe the next person.
Turned in the 30 day notice, so the countdown has begun. **gulp** It didn’t help my nerves to see a news piece on a landlady who being sued by 15+ people for not returning their security deposits. **sigh** I just need to think positive.
Got some homework given to me by the boss has the store scrambles to get ready for the auditors. I think on Friday I’ll have the guys clean up the warehouse, in case they come out. It is looking a little messy, but not by much. Anyway, I have to track down mysterious phone numbers that the warehouse supposedly has. It is going to be hours on hold with Pac Bell/SBC and pouring over phone logs and records. Should be fun, esp since I got practice today waiting on hold for 30 min with them while trying to cancel my service.
What else? Need to do something about the multiple journals. I def. want to be my main journal. However, I need a journal with friends only capabilities if I ever need it. Blurtyis free, but filled with teeny boppers and their support sucks. Live journalcost, however their support is better and I could also use their text msg feature. I tried to do it on my own, but it wasn’t working. However, I just thought of an idea that might work.
Missed free Ice Cream night at Ben & Jerry’s and Baskin Robbins. Eh, maybe next year. Tongiht, I think that I will tinker with the site abit. There are two more things that I was to try to figure out before I lose the DSL. 😛 I am so going to be working late once it’s gone.
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The countdown is about to begin…

Went to Park Merced and asked about the 2 months free rent, but that only applied to 1brd appts. So tonight I deliver the 30day notice and the countdown begins. Mark is pushing for me to live in the warehoue for a month to save money. Sad thing is that I will probably consider it; It would save me $1000+. Found out that I have a week of vacation time and 3 weeks of sick leave. Something good to know.
Bigger news is that I canceled the phone/DSL. Last day for that is May 15th. Expect shakes and withdrawls to begin May 16th. It shouldn’t be too bad; I mean I have the DSL here at work and at the school (I have my old school ID, so I should be able to get into the computer labs around campus. Still, I’m looking at a month or two without high-speed internet. **shiver** Hopefully, it won’t be longer than that.
Also need to type out an agreement for Mike to make sure I get my security deposit back. I talked to him about it yesterday and it was another thing that he didn’t consider. So I’ve been thinking I should get it in writing that he will pay me back. To qoute Mark, “The one thing that I’ve learned from watching Judge Hatchett is to always get deals and agreements in writing.”
So what is up for tonight? Decided to cook real food instead of eating a bowl of cereal; Will include Mashed Potatoes. Also watching Angel; not sure how many more episodes are left, but it’s not many since he is going to be on the season finale of Buffy, which is in 3 weeks.
**sigh** It’s been a good day today. I could use a couple more like this.
Note…realize that I can play Yahoo Grafitti on the new Dell that we got. So bad
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Doris Troy…

That’s the singer for the Just One Look/Pepsi commercial. And the guys actually have an MP3 of it on their computer.
Going to call Park Merced in a last ditch effort to see if we can find something. Went to their website and saw that they are having a 2 month rent free special. Not sure it that is for new tennents only or what, but if we could get that deal, then maybe there would be a chance of staying, at least in the same area. I really should move to someplace else, except that I have way too much on my place and this would give me time to start saving money. Anyway, if it doesn’t pan out, then I have the 30-day notice typed out and ready to hand in.
Went out to lunch with Amy yesterday. Corn Pie, Lilo & Stitch, Mercedes, and shopping were just a few of the topics discussed. It was a good time out and another one needs to be planned. Maybe bowling?
And stupid Yahoo! Graffiti isn’t working on my computer at work. AARRGGHHH!!!! Damn old iMac; hmmm wonder if I could finangle a new one. Probably not. Guess that means I have to go back to work. 😛
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“Just one look, that’s all it took…”

You remember the Pepsi commercial years ago with Cindy Crawford? Well I’ve had that song in my head for the last two hours.
**smile** It’s amazing how one small little thing can change things.
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I am SO in trouble….

Amy just got me hooked on Yahoo! Graffiti. **sigh** It’s going to be all downhill from here…
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3 more weeks until the end of Buffy.

OMG is all I have to say about tonight’s Buffy.Talk about shit hitting the fan.. Still all of it needed to be said and stuff. Great episode, even greater next week. **cue porn music** heh. Cant wait to read the forums at Television Without Pity.
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Buzzin on a Tuesday afternoon

Some reason, it has been a good tuesday so far, even with a manager’s meeting in the morning. I think it must be something in the coffee. Hopefully, the feeling will stay through the week.
Going to meet Amy for lunch in an hour. It’s always an interesting to meet people that you originally met online. Am taking the camera, so hijinks will be recorded.
Need to call Angie to plan for Friday night and X2. Will be nice to see a movie at a theather, it’s been awhile. I think Old School was the last one that I saw.
Need to get some work done before I leave…
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3 – Suzanne

I am still missing Suzanne. And while it hasn’t come to stalking her or anything psychotic like that…well I have been looking at places in Antioch to rent. Not sure if that constitutes stalking or inflicting pain on yourself. Whatever the case, I still can’t get her off of my mind and out of my heart. And to be honest, I don’t want too. My friends/parents think that I need to go out and meet new people. Thank god that my friends are 50 miles away and that my mom is 1,800 miles away. They are all probably right, in the fact that I should get out of the house more. And I try too; that’s why I went up to Sac for a weekend. And I also did Peter’s movie to get out of the house. And I was planning on taking next Tuesday off to goto the Asian Art Museum. But it all seems like a waste of time. I want to be with her. I go through the day wondering where she is at and what is she doing. Def. avoid the who is she doing what with line of questioning. I think the thing is that I still don’t know why we broke up; it was like the rope was cut and the ship was left to drift away. Very incomplete. **sigh** I know the whole conversation that we had was suppose to be “the end of it all”, but it’s not. Not at least for me anyway. I wasn’t expecting much for my birthday, but I was hoping for her to wish me a happy birthday. I wasn’t expecting her to come over with a present and a blow job; just maybe a card, ecard or by mail. Just some kind of recognition. And again, it seems that I got my hopes up for nothing. And I will tell myself that this is it, and that she has moved on and forgotten about me. She is wrapped up in the new guy that loves her and that this time I will move on. And maybe, eventually I will move on. But I won’t. I will wait here, trying to figure out what did I do wrong, wondering if she truly knew how much I love her, and hoping that one day, my best friend will come back into my life.
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2 – Moving

So yeah, so I decided to withdraw into myself and take a trip to depresion island for a week or two. It wasn’t the birthday thing that set it off. I think it was just all of the stress of moving out more than anything else. Has I start to get ready to leave here, it just seems that I am deeper and deeper in trouble with the move thing. And I know that Mike didn’t mean to hurt me by deciding to stay, but I am seriously fucked because of it. Well, potential to be fucked.
I haven’t been idle; I have been hitting the boards at school and looking on Criagslist, making a few calls here and there. So far though, no one is being flexible with the deposit. That will be the key thing for me. finding someone who will let me make payments on the deposit. I need to really jump into the thick of things this week, since I’ll be competing with everybody looking for a place for the summer from school.
Mike has already put the room up on Craigslist. However at $850, not sure if he is going to find anyone when people are offering the same room for $800 and less and includes cable and DSL. I hope he realizes that the DSL will be gone when I leave. So on Sunday, he had someone come over to look at the place. So I went to the gym to work out. After my workout, I decided to put an ad in the roommate book that Park Merced has. This girl and her mom were also looking at it so we started talking and I told her how I was paying $925 and that my roommate put me in a situation and we couldn’t come to an agreement and I had to leave. So I told them where I lived and it was the people that Mike showed the room too. Oops! I hope I didn’t ruin it for Mike. Oh well.
So I’ve been looking at places in S.F., but I’ve also thought about living in the East Bay. The rents are lower and even with the commute, I could save money. I would also be able to pay a first and a deposit. The commute would suck, either driving in or BARTing in. However I would be closer to my friends in all directions. Still, since I don’t have money saved that first month would def. be a bitch.
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