Another blah day in the life of me.
Went and took my drug test for Target. I guess I am actually going through with this thing then. **sigh** Hope I know what I’m getting myself into.
Just kinda slept through work today. And then when I came home, I promptly crashed for a couple of hours. I woke up at around 9 and promptly threw away the turkey. I still have the lunch meat if I feel a craving. I fixed the rest of the biscuits and some chicken soup. Has usual, Mike has made a mess of the kitchen and the dining room table. I understand that he has finals and stuff coming up, so I think that I will wait until school’s done before talking to him. I am just tired of him leaving empty cartons of milk and juice all around and food all over the place. I’m not saying that I am any cleaner, but at least I contain my mess to my room. I try to keep the places that we share clean.
So it’s 12:30 and I am now just starting to wake up, which is not good. I tried to do some reading (Prozac Backlash) but I just can’t get into it tonight. And there are a mix of topics that I want to write about, but I just can’t get the motivation to do them. Even just typing this out is hard to do. I just seem to want to lay here in my bed, awake, not doing anything. I wonder if some self pleasuring would put me to sleep. Or I could watch a movie; The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly is slow paced enough that it might put me asleep.
Current mood: awake
A 40-something rediscovering life in California