Monthly Archives: August 2002

Went to Holloywood Video and got Kiss Of The Dragon to watch. Nothing like a Jet Li flick for a Sat night.
Went to Cold Stone Creamery. Apparently, the girl helping me was checking me out, according to Mike. Taken with a grain of salt. (Mike thinks I am drunk cause I had some Amaretto Ice Cream **rolling my eyes**)
Brent called and I guess he is picking me up to goto Golden Gate Park for some festival thing. Part of me wants to just sit at home and mope, but it will probably be good for me to get out of the house and get some sunshine.
Current mood: happy
Current music:

**yawn**
nap was good. Shouldn’t had so much salty food before I slept though. blah.
I should not be going out with Mike to get ice cream and a movie.
But I could really use a shake or a sundae from Cold Stone Creamery
**thought** could I get a job there, maybe has a cake decorator or something? Naw, I am def. not going to go down the ice cream route again.
Mike. washed dishes. Yay.
Am semi dreading reading the Bible. Maybe I should read the Gideon’s version instead of the NIV version. Maybe I should goto Borders and get a kid’s version.
Well, I guess I will read until Mike is gone with his dinner and is ready to go.
Current mood: awake
Current music: Destiny’s Child – Bills, Bills, Bills

I am here on a Saturday working my ass off.
Got all of my paperwork done and am finishing up a huge art transfered.
I think that I poisoned myself.
O.K. The guys (peter and mark…actually, I think it was peter) used this god awful cologne called Bod). He would leave it in the van and splash (and I do mean splash) when he was running late.
Well one day, the bottle leaked and got all over, including on all the pens in the van.
later, Joe is searching around for a pen and finds one that he hasn’t used in a while
Joe breaks a nail packing boxes and decides to bite it off, there by ingesting some of the cologne.
Now Joe is feverish and shaking, but still working.
Is that dedication….or stupidity?
Anyway, I am almost done. Should be outta here by 5pm
Current mood:
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I should be at work right now…
but I am home in bed trying to stay warm
Am also in bed mildly fuming about Mike.
I’m sorry, the f’ing recycle bin is right outside the door. How hard is it to open the door and toss your f’ing apple juice bottle away.
O.K. maybe it’s cold and you don’t want to go outside. But he got dressed and went to work. **sigh**
And then the dishes. I will wait to see if he does them tonight. I put the dishes in the drying rack away, so maybe he’ll wash some dishes tonight.
This probably sounds like I’m an anally retentive freak, but I’m not. Mike gets all flustered if I don’t use a coaster, BUT LEAVING USED NAPKINS AND FOOD EVERYWHERE IS O.K. WTF.
**sigh** Like I said, I’m not that anal. But if what Mike saw was really a cockroach, then the reason they are around is because of the mess that he is making…..O.K. I should be cleaner too.
I don’t want to make a chore list for us, but if that’s what it takes to keep the house clean….
Oh,Oh, you know what else? If he washed the dishes, then he would have some dishes to use instead of using mine. I mean he has way more dishes than I have; we are talking 4:1 ratio.
**sigh** Don’t know why I went off on that bitchfest. Must be my time of the month. Anyway, I get up and goto work. If nothing else the drive out from the fog here @ SF State into the sunshine should help my mood.
Current mood: bitchy
Current music: Dave Matthews Band – Ants Marching

• People used to live for a really long time….
• It’s O.K. to trick your brother out of his birthright and his inheritance.
• God favors one brother over another
• God might ask you to sacrifice your son to him in a test of your faith.
• Women are bad news.

I think that I’m missing the message somewhere.
Granted this is just Genesis, maybe the story will get better.
Oy Vey indeed.
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Have decided that I am going to spend my Friday night by reading The Bible and attempting to get closer with God and Jesus Christ.
Oy Vey!
Current mood: clean
Current music: Garth Brooks, Trisha Yearwood – Wild As The Wind

**yawn** Tim had the day off today, and even though Mike is a hard worker, since he is new, we got behind in stuff today. So it looks like I will be making another Saturday appearance. At least today is payday I guess. I can go out and buy some bread and milk. I can also put some gas in my car and do laundry.
Big, non-exciting weekend for moi. Cleaning the house from top to bottom, finishing my library books, doing laundry. Think that I will clean the inside of my car; I’ve been meaning to do it for awhile now. Will also take some pictures of the house, since I have yet to do that yet. It will give me a reason to use my poor, dejected camera that I rarely use.
Oh yeah, the cops never came by or called about that charity thing. Granted I was out of the warehouse for half of the day. They will probably call Tuesday, but I’ll be gone too.
I had the funniest ad on my car the other day. I wanted to scan it, but I can’t find it now. Maybe later.
O.K. I def. need to take a shower and then feed myself. I really should finish the pot stickers that I have. The thing is that they are so oily on the inside when I cook them. Blah. Or I could make some soup. Or I could go out and treat myself. A pizza would be so good and it would last the whole weekend. Hmmm, I would have to share with Mike though. Damn, I am a stingy bastard. O.K….wait a minute, forgot about AOL. Pizza will have to be nixed until next paycheck maybe. Soup and pot stickers it is then. However, first, a nice hot shower.
Current mood: tired
Current music: Dave Matthews Band – Grace Is Gone (Lilywhite Sessions)

I am slightly horny and I want some pussy.
Is that too much to ask for?
I’m sure it would help my headache.
Current mood: horny
Current music: 2Pac, Dr. Dre – California Love (original version)

At least everything is going smooth at work. I thought that we would be swamped with stuff, but we have done a really good job on being on top of things. Need to talk to one of the bosses and hit them up for some money to take my guys out. The new guy, Mike, is working out pretty well. The way him and Tim have hit it off, it’s like they’ve been best friends forever. Anyway, with all of the chaos going on at the store, it makes me appreciate working at the warehouse even more.
So, there’s a four day weekend looming on the horizon, and I have nothing planned. I wanted to go see Dan & Jen & Drake, but I worry about the gas it would take to get there and back. I guess it a good time to clean the house from top to bottom. Mike thinks that he saw a cockroach in the kitchen the other day. I’m annoyed as it is at the fact that we have almost every other bug in the house from silverfishes to mosquitoes. Roaches and ants are the two bugs that I can’t stand. It doesn’t help that Mike is kinda messy….alright, so I haven’t been too clean in the kitchen either or in my room. I’m still pissed about spilling food all over my mattress. **sigh** I just paid the damn thing off too. I wish that we had TV reception in our house; then I would eat downstairs. Even if we had a radio downstairs, that might keep me at the dinning room table to eat my meals. But we don’t, so I come up to my room to eat, where I have my computer and my radio at. (I’m kinda pissed that Mike didn’t crack and get cable. I thought he would have gotten it before school starts. Now that he has classes again, I doubt that he will have any time for TV. Damn!)
Speaking of Mike, he just got home. He wants to do something with me this weekend. He said that he would take me out to Cold Stone Creamery. I told him no. I am tired of people paying for me. I mean, Suzanne bought me groceries with the money I gave her for the loan/gift she gave me (now that’s a tongue twister), Dad’s paid for my plane tickets for thanksgiving, Mew paid for my tickets to see her in Oct., Tim bought me lunch 3 times this week, and Barry was going to give me money for BART, but Mia drove me all the way home, even though she lives in Oakland.
Not that I am ungrateful or anything. I truly appreciate my friends helping me out and stuff. I know that they know that I would do the same for them. I just guess I like doing things on my on and by myself, without any help. Just the prideful, arrogant, bastard that I am.
Current mood: still have a headache
Current music: George Michael – Father Figure

**sigh** Just got paid and it is already gone. Have to pay rent, put some gas in my car, do laundry, and buy some groceries. I will def. have to cancel the donation that I was suppose to make for the Police Rodeo thing. Can’t wait for the police harassment to commence.
I told myself that I wouldn’t bitch about money anymore cause I am the one who got myself into the place that I am. I knew that I would be buying a car sometime this year. And I should have thought about paying $925+utlis compared to paying $825 incl. utils. But I really wanted to get out of the situation with Justin and I thought that I could survive on a much lower budget than I was used too. So I am going to try to focus on not complaining about it much. I will have to just wait for six months when my review comes around. Even if I be a wuss and chicken out of asking for a higher raise, at least I will get a 5% bump, which will help me out. And then, next May, the lease will be up here and I can move into a place that I can better afford. I am still toying with getting a second job, but I really doubt that will happen.
Decided against reading the Elvis Bio, instead I am reading the vampire novel, A Feast In Exile. Not too far into it, but it is a good read so far. After I am done with this book, I will have to try and find the first book in this series. I should be reading The Bible and looking for faith and God, but I’m not. I should be reading the bible, but I’m not.
Current mood: have a headache
Current music: Record of the Lodoss War Vol. 3 – Rain Of Stars (Insrumental)