Daily Archives: June 30, 2002

I am Joe’s review of Lilo & Stitch…

Although I didn’t go to the Pride Parade and events, I did managed to get out the house.
I was just lounging around in my room, being all depressed, and I decided to go for a walk. Ended up walking down Lake Merced for awhile. While I’m sure that the walk was good for me, it just made me realize just how out of shape I am. And then seeing all of the couples and families out and about didn’t really help my mood.
Eventually I got back home, took a shower, listen to my messages and headed up to Antioch to see the movie with Suzanne’sfamily. I should have realized that if it was a perfect day downtown for the parade, then it would be hot as hell in Antioch. So I decided to stop by Stone Cold Creamery for some ice cream. Of course the line was long, but I thought that I had it made when there was only a guy in front of me. However, things changed when he called his family on the cell phone and they all unloaded from their SUV and entered the store. BLAH!!!
Well, Suzanne left the ticket for me at the box office and I sat down during the previews. Anyway, Lilo and Stitch was a pretty good movie from Disney. It def. wasn’t one of their best movies, but it wasn’t horrible like Pocahontas or anything. It was kinda sad, cause I didn’t get to see it with Mew (who is Hawaiian), but overall, it was a good movie. OMG, no one can say anything about Disney chicks being thin and stick figured. And I’m sure Mew would have nice things to say about the guy in the movie. (I think his name was David). The Disney movie that I’m waiting for now isTreasure Planet which comes out in November.
So, I have a slight headache going on, but I am going to get in bed and continue to read Kissing In Manhattan by David Schickler. I really just want to veg. in front of a T. V., but we still have no bunny ears. I really need to go through the pile of paperwork next to my bed. I think that I will do that before I get too into my book.
Current mood: drained
Current music: Radiohead – You

I am Joe DDR obsession….

So, I’m cruising the net and I find this site,which sells DDR stuff and this other game called Pump It Up. I goto their site and they have a demo for their game. An hour later I am finally pulling myself away from the computer. Can’t believe I spent an hour playing this game with the number pad of all things.
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Current music:

I am the apathetic tears falling off of my face

I had been wanting to cry since last night; it finally took to reading Finding Forrester to get the waterworks flowing. That in itself is sad, cause the book really isn’t that good. There seems to be so much missing from the story. However, the ending was sappy enough for me to shed a tear or two, and that was enough to get the rest of the tears out.
Even though I was crying in my bed, the tears that I cried were meaningless to me. There was no meaning or emotion behind the tears that I cried. A part of me tried half heartily to associate some emotion with the tears, to no avail. It was like the tears were just part of some sick routine that I was performing. And I guess they were; it seems that everything that I do is just some sort of sick and tired routine that I am curse to follow until the end of time, like a cursed Sisyphus,forever trying to push a boulder uphill in Hades.
I had planned on going to the Pride Parade today and just hang out downtown. I was hoping Brent would call so I would have somebody to go with, but he hasn’t called. And I really don’t want to go by myself. While it would be nice to be at a place where people would accept me just the way that I am, I just feel like staying in the safety of my house which needs to be cleaned. Like an alchemist searching for a sorcerer’s stone, I clean my room and my house in hopes that I will uncover the secrets of life or at the very least find some measure of happiness
Current mood: apathetic
Current music: 10,000 Maniacs – Hey Jack Kerouac