Monthly Archives: November 2001

O.K. time to prop up the dummy at my desk so I can sneak out
**sneak**
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Should have not taken the “non drowsy” medicine this morning. Now I feel even worse than I did before. yuck. Anyway, later this afternoon, taking the guys out for a “staff meeting” at Chilli’s. Was suppose to go out with Matt, Casey, and some people to the bar where Jessica works at. I want to pass on it, but I have always passed when they have asked me out before. I think I will try to go with them, but I’m pretty sure if I go, that I will only stay awhile and leave early. We’ll see how I feel later today.
I hate being sick.
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I can feel myself getting sick. That is not good, cause I have alot of work to do.
Well, Suzanne is on her way to go skiing with some guys from work. I wonder if the bedtime story I told her will come true. If Mariah Carey dies, then it happened.
Personally, I think she has a loaded schedule and she is going to fall asleep when she gets here Sat. night. But if she wants to stay awake and take me to Bennihana’s, then I’m not going to stop her.
It’s suppose to start raining again, so I just hope that she drives carefully, esp. in the mountains.
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How obsesive am I? I went to look up my secret santa’s from last year. Onejdc was the person that I bought a gift for; I believe it was the Three Musketeers DVD. He never mentioned in his journal if he got it or not. Mostly a computer geek, he has a paid account, but hardly uses it. He has been a mamber since September 2000 and only has 105 entries.
Endgame was the user that I was suppose to get a gift from. She made a journal entry about sending her gift, but I never recieved it. She is a female now living in Florida and I think that she has graduated from college. Anyway, her journal is an interesting read, so I will probably add her to my friends list. maybe even find ot what happened to my xmas gift.
**sigh** pass 5pm time to get out of here
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I want the heads of the soda genisuses who thought it would be a good idea to put lemon flavoring in pepsi and coke.
I want them drawn and quartered.
OFF WITH THEIR HEADS!!!!!
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It not like I had the Teriakyi and the mocha at the same time. I had the japanese and then took a nap. When I woke up, I went to the cafe to get a mocha to clear my head. But I guess the Japanese was still mostly in my stomach. Anyway, those were some wierd ass dreams that I had. I’m sure watching American Beauty didn’t help either.
So the system is back up for the store, so it’s time to play catch up with all of the stuff here. Fun, fun, fun. Not as cold as yesterday, but then, I have on more layers of clothing too. I let Tim have the day off, so it’s just Mark and I today. Guess I’ll wait on the paperwork until tomorrow then.
So I’m thinking breakfast at the Bayside Cafe right about now. Part of me really wants to get something different like an omelette or something, but I just really like my french toast. I think I will get a combo with no extras. That’s what I should do diet wise, just order reg. portions of food and to not supersize them.
**sigh** So tomorrow we are taking Mark out to lunch for his B-day. Need to decide on how liqured up I will let them get. And this weekend I feverlishly work on my paper. I have most of next week off so that will help alot as long as I keep focus and work.
I have a rant on stalking and territory that I wanted to post, but I’ve let it sit in my head for too long, so it’s not as developed as I would like it to be. What it comes down to is that an old high school friend is back in San Francisco. Actually, he has been back for awhile now, but I just recently found out where he works at. We are at opposite ends of the city, so I will most likely never see him. But what if? It kinda goes along the same way that I feel about this other guy in high school named Ivan who is an absentee father to his son. I swear that the day that I see him, I will be the living shit out of him. This is shit that has happened about 4-5 years ago, but I still want to do this. restiges (sp?) of my days of revenge and stuff. I still hold grugdes and stuff, but nowhere near as long as I used too. Getting wise or getting old I guess.
Anyway, I am off the topic and I have breakfast to pick up
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Watched American Beauty, officially one of my favorite movies.
I haven’t seen beauty in such a long time. It has been so dark for me. Actually, that’s not true, I do see beauty. But it’s like I am on a train and every once in awhile there is an opening and the sunlight shines through the window of the train. And as quickly has it comes, it is gone again and I am back in darkness. All I see is beauty in quick flashes, not sure of what I’m actually seeing. I sometimes wonder if I will ever see that beauty again.
**sigh** All I need now is to watch Magnolia and just fuck my brain royally.
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So LJ is down again, or at least, it’s not letting me check it from home, which I guess that’s a good thing since it keeps me offline. **yawn** Waking up from a cold day at work. Left @ 3pm cause it was really too cold to do any work there. Might be able to get away with it again tomorrow if the system is still down. There is going to be so much paperwork to catch up on when the system does get back online.
Going to take a shower to wake my ass up. fun.
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So LJ is down again, or at least, it’s not letting me check it from home, which I guess that’s a good thing since it keeps me offline. **yawn** Waking up from a cold day at work. Left @ 3pm cause it was really too cold to do any work there. Might be able to get away with it again tomorrow if the system is still down. There is going to be so much paperwork to catch up on when the system does get back online.
Going to take a shower to wake my ass up. fun.
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