Monthly Archives: April 2001

Run little mouses, the cats are back

Voice Mail from Amber this morning; apparentley Brian is worried about our productivity at the warehouse cause Peter hasn’t pick up stuff that is suppose to come out here from the store. I was just thinking about that this morning. Well, I’m not particually worrid about myself. They can come over and look at what I’ve done to the computer room, the accounting room and can kiss my ass. Still, I had better be careful, I’m trying to see if I can angle out a raise even though there is suppose to be a freeze on raises.
I am torn between waiting for UPS or going to the Deli to get food. I should wait, but I am so hungry and forgot to bring the leftover pizza that I had. I think that I am just going to go. I’m not suppose to spend money and the deli is super expensive, but I am so hungry.
Oh wait….Missy’s on the radio. I think I’ll go after I get my freak on…
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Today is a wonderful day for you in which you will be richly rewarded for your gentle and sensual nature. Love is coming your way, so be on the lookout to receive what you deserve. Expose your feelings instead of trying to shelter them from the world. More likely than not, other people are probably feeling similar things, and they should be relieved to hear that they are not alone. Think about it!
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Taking a break from studying….

Surfing through the boob tube and one thing I gotta say….
God Bless Telemundo and Spanish TV
Was Billy Banks ever in a bloodsport knockoff. I could have sworn that was him?
On the Discovery channel was a special on L. A. Police department and their war on gangs. It made me so afraid of my skin color. For the stuff that the police did to these people, handcuffing them and taking their pictures without any charges, God, I would have brought up a lawsuit with a quickness. **sigh** It is such a fucked up country that we live in.
An ad for Real TV. To the tunes of a happy little ditty, we watch real life footage of people almost dying from stuff like their bungie cord breaking or them falling out of a plane or getting gorged by a shark.
Finally a special on MSNBc about the history of Christianity. A look on how throughout the centuries, Christians have used the Book of Revelations to label evil tyrants has the Antichrist and to claim the end of the world.
Actually, I have been fading in and out on my studying. My body has just felt so listless and unenergetic. And I think that I have either lost one of the books that I’m suppose to do my paper on, or I never bought the book. I’m going to clean the room, but if I can’t find it, I’ll have to trek to Borders to see if they have a copy.
Hmmmm…..I wonder what my girlfriend is doing.
Current mood: okay
Current music: Enrique Iglasias – Bailamos

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There are likely to be some possible delays in your plans today, but you don’t necessarily need to see this as a bad thing. The extra time it takes for a job to be completed will give you more opportunity to think things through, and make sure you are on the right track. A sense of restriction might hold you back, but in the long run, you might see that this air of caution is for your own good. Be patient a little while longer and focus on what’s ahead of you!
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Lazy Sunday…..

Lounging in bed, was suppose to go to church with Jason and Suzanne,but I have limited funds. Also the Metro is acting a little weird. I put a lot of miles on in going back and forth from here to Antioch. I really need to get the oil leak fixed. Yuck.
Just finish reading Left Behind. It was an interesting read, and I will probably continue to read the series, but the whole story line kinda left me weird. First of all, it seems to be more X-File-ish than I would suspect. The second thing about it was that is was so….American Protestant. It’s just that if these are the signs of the Apocalypse and stuff, would people across the world know about it, not just this little group in Chicago. It just seemed a little contrived. I don’t know, something about the story just bothered me.
Yesterday, Suzanne’s mom took us out to The Old Spaghetti Factory for a birthday lunch. I had fettuccine Alfredo and chicken with an Italian Cream Soda. It was good time and good food. Of course later that night I felt sick, cause fettuccine Alfredo does that to me. But it wasn’t that bad of a sickness, usually my tummy is in pain and I go fetal. But last night, it was just a mild pain.
After lunch, we went back to Suzanne’s moms house and I watched her play Diablo II for a while. She can really kick butt at games; although I think that she is too cautious for my taste. Of course, I was the one that killed her elf on Evercrack5-6 times in a 5 min period. Oy Vey! I’ll never live that one down. It was bad luck, I tell you….
I also help Suzanne’s mom more this huge Oak waterbed out to the garage. I totally hate moving oak stuff cause it’s so friggin heavy. Maybe it wasn’t oak, but it was big and bulky. But if I had the skills, I think that I would want to sand and polish is and fix the bed up to use. It looked like it could be a really cool bed.
After a while, we decided to trek off. We went to Fry’s so that I could get Jason a gift certificate for building my computer. Then we went to KKD to get some doughnuts. But we didn’t get any cause I couldn’t find an ATM that would take my card. Poop! I hope my new card comes this week. I’ll have to go to Vacaville on Monday to get some money from the bank.
I was pretty bummed, but Suzanne cheered me up in the car (thanks hunny) and so we headed back to Antioch. We went over to Jason’s, where him and his dad were putting new tile in their bathroom; for 12 hours. Well Jason and his family and Suzanne went hot tubing (I just waded with my feet, I didn’t; feel like getting too wet.) Jason’s family has to be one of the most amazing families that I have seen. They are always busy, doing some major project in their house. I could only wish that I have the energy, drive or knowledge to do the stuff that they do. Jason has so much to do, that I can’t understand how he has time to work on my computer. He didn’t yesterday, but that’s understandable, with 12 hours of tiling, which looks great. Hopefully though, he’ll be able to finish it next weekend.
After hot stubbing, we trekked over to a Shell station where Jason’s friend, Janus works at. Janus looks like Allen from Escaflowne, or maybe Uyko from Samurai Shodown (If anybody even knows what I’m talking about). It was an interesting experience to say the least. I took off after that, while Suzanne spent the night at Jason’s house. (Jason is Suzanne’s best friend. Kinda like the relationship that Mew and I have, that we are good friends and we can sleep together without nothing happening.)
OH!! I forgot, Suzanne gave me my birthday presents. The first one was a Tae-Bo DVD. She’s saying that I need to loose a few pounds 😉 Actually I asked for it cause I’m going to try it. I’ve had many people swear by it, so I’m going to give it a go. The second gift was Magnetic Poetry – sequel edition; cause every college student should have magnetic poetry on their fridge. The last gift was The Chronicles of Narnia – Box Set. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!!!! The odd thing about the set is that the books are in chronological order, not be when they were written. So The Lion, The Witch, And The Wardrobe is the second book, even though it was written first. I can’t wait to start reading them.
It will have to wait until after school though. I have to finish reading two books for my Reformation class so I can do a paper on them. I also have a debate to work on and the Internet paper is still looming over my head. Well, I’m taking off a couple of days, so hopefully that will be enough time to catch up.
O. K. time to poop and then start reading school work. Poop!
Current mood: cheerful
Current music: Listening to KYLD 94.9 on the radio

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Gadgets and new devices that are supposed to make it easier to accomplish certain tasks may actually cause more confusion than anything else. You are a big fan of doing things the old-fashioned way, and even though people may laugh at you, you insist that the old way is the best. Take your time in completing chores and tasks. If machines fail you, which they can, you may just have to roll up your sleeves and do it the old fashioned way: by hand. Get busy!
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What is the point of

What is the point of a journal if you don’t put down all of your thoughts….
What is the point of loving someone if you can’t tell them all that is in your heart….
Well, I just go on doing what I always do, and write my thoughts and feeling in the journal of my heart.
I fill it up with my pain and fears until finally, it burst open at the seams
I cry out in pain as the pages of hurt and despair float around me.
And when all the pages have been spewed from my heart.
I gather myself together, crawl into bed, and listen to the repetitive beat of house music.
Has I think back to a time where I found peace within myself.
And start the process over again of writing to the journal of my heart.
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Where’s my sunshine

Well, it looks like the sun went back into hiding; no sunbathing for me. 🙁
Just doing cleanup stuff in the office. Peter should be on his way back with lunch. I told him to get the #1 from wherever he went. Wonder what it will be.
Putting price labels on stuff and surfing the net. Blah….At least my new computer is almost put together. I am going to drop the video card off and hopefully I can pick it up on Sunday.
I used to be a notorious nail biter when I was in elementary and middle school. I eventually stopped biting my nails, but now I chew on my cuticles. It’s not as bad as Gabi (she frickin chews to the bone), but it has gotten worse. I’m thinking that I will try taping up my fingers and seeing if I can top myself. I could also get that stuff that you use on kids to stop them from sucking their thumbs. I’ll have to try something.
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Winding down….

Orders are packed and about ready to leave here. I think that is all the serious work that I’m going to do today. I might work upstairs with the accounting stuff. Maybe. The sun is starting to peek out a bit from the clouds; I’m think about just laying in the sun and catching some rays if it comes out completely.
Still having a hard time sleeping. Not sure what’s going on. Maybe it’s the stress that is going on in my life. HA! Anyways, if this keeps up, maybe I’ll get some sleeping pills to help me out.
At least my neck is feeling better. It is still a little stiff, but it has always been stiff. I have always been stiff, not able to relax. I am like a board, stiff and unflexible. I hate doing streching exercises cause people see me and I can’t bend over and touch my toes or anything and they think that I’m being lazy. It’s not that, I’m just not flexible. **sigh**
O.K. got to help peter load up blue books. Lift those will be my workout for today.
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C’mom, I’m surprisingly refreshing too….

Hmmm….Still poopy from last night. And I’m sure that this Pepsi is not helping. Poop.
I guess Amber has left early to goto the Bir Sur to go camping. Hope she has a good time. Def. a goof off day here at the warehouse.
Waiting for Peter to call to say that he is on his way. I guess he realizes that it’s a goof off day also. I just hope he gets here to at least make one delivery.
Critical Mass today in San Francisco; 4pm clock out sounds good to me.
**sigh** Since Peter isn’t here, I had better start on these orders
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Current music: Watching Price Is Right