Daily Archives: August 12, 2000

My Color analysis (I Think)

My Color analysis (I Think)
Your Existing Situation
Not only considers his demands minimal, but also regards them as imperative. Sticks to them stubbornly and will concede nothing.
Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads him to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.
Your Restrained Characteristics
An unadmitted lack of confidence makes him careful to avoid open conflict and he feels he must make the best of things as they are.
Becomes distressed when his needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that he has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to obtain physical satisfaction from sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.
Your Desired Objective
Urgently in need of rest, relaxation, peace, and affectionate understanding. Feels he has been treated with a lack of consideration and is upset and agitated as a result. Regards his situation as intolerable as long as his requirements are not complied with.
Your Actual Problem
Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of his hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. He is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting him from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.
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1 snack pack fat free

1 snack pack fat free pudding – tapioca
1 piece chicken lunchmeat
2 servings of Doritos Cool Ranch Chips
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In the center of my own emotional hurricane…..

Today is not a pretty day. I’m suppose to be moving my stuff to my new temp apartment in SF, but I procrastinated during the morning, and now I’m going through boxes of letters, papers, and other misc. crap that I have collected trying to decide what to take to the apartment, what to store at the warehouse, and what to throw away. So I guess I’m not moving anything until tommorow.
I have pictures of the new place on my website if you want to check them out. What else. Nothing much really. Just been doing alot of thinking…O.K. so mostly I’ve been doing alot of avoiding and I’m just now am starting to think about what’s going on in my life. I’ve got lots to say and to spew, but not right now. I need to get this packing stuff done. I would like to make a trip tonight, but I think I will go tommorow.
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