Monthly Archives: July 2000

Wanted: Some willpower

Hmmm….so much for the promises that I made to myself. I guess all that I can do is try, try again tomorrow. **sigh** I guess I should go to work now.
Current mood: disappointed
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I really don’t want to

I really don’t want to be depressed, but I feel it comming on. I wish I could get a hold of some real depression drugs, and not just take St. Johns Wort; which I don’t think is doing anything for me anyways. OK. I have to get off, this isn’t helping
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what I really should do

what I really should do is take a shower. I’m sure that would make me feel better. But I have to wait for Shawn to call from the laundramat so I can pick him up. Hmm. I guess I will wait then. I just sit in the dark and ponder my pitiful life
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well, I called the bank

well, I called the bank to find out how much money I had, and it was less than I thought I had, so I decided to stay home and cry about it. God, I never seem to have any money nowadays. I can’t wait to get back to school, so Financial aide can pay for my rent and I can use my work money for other things.
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Lazy Scanner Days

Well, today was more productive than yesterday. Spent all day scanning pictures. Sent some of them to April. It cheered her up a bit. She seems really sad, but it could just be her time of the month. Anyway, that is all I have done. Shawn has convinced me to go do laundry tonight, which I need to do, but I was going to put it off until later. OK let me get out of here
Current mood: bored
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So I took the nap

So I took the nap and decided to crawl out of my room and get some food. Then I’ll socialize with Shawn and JMS for awhile, and then I’ll start scanning pictures in. What an exciting night. I wish I have money and some energy to go find a rave to goto or something. **sigh**
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Copied from K0rdell Zodiac sign:

Copied from K0rdell
Zodiac sign: Taurus
Nicknames: Joe, Joey-Woey, Joey-Bear, tygreyes, tygger_sf.
Hair Color: Black.
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Last CD you bought: 2Pac (Greatest Hits), Olive (Extra Virgin), Madonna (Immaculate Collection)
When you first meet someone, you notice: Facial features, esp. their eyes.
Who was your first crush: Casey Clark
Who was your first celebrity crush: I think Paula Abdul
Who is your current celebrity crush: Enrique Eglasias
Have you ever:
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Twice so far. And the pain just seems to be worse each time
Ate an entire box of Oreos?: No, just half a bag.
Been on stage?: No.
Been in a car accident?: Yes.
Hiked up a mountain?: Yes.
Stayed home on a Saturday night just because?: All the time it seems.
Seen the Eiffel tower?: No.
Movie(s): This year – Xmen, The Thomas Crown Affair, Dogma, Vision of Escaflowne, Princess Mononoke. That’s all I can think of right now.
TV show(s): Friends, Will & Grace, Fraiser, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Wrestling (Monday Night Raw, Nitro, Thunder, Smackdown)
Colors: Dark colors like blue or black
Magazine: Next-Generation, Cosmopolitan, Rolling Stone, Details, Mens Life
Name for a girl: Vanessa
Name for a boy: Don’t Know
Food: Krispy Kreme doughnuts, Cheesecake
Saying: Whatever; You Know; Anyway
Really Close or Best Friend(s): Dan Rama is my Best Friend
Who do you e-mail the most? : I don’t e-mail too much; the ones I talk online the most include Suzanne, April, Angie, Brent, Lesa, and Barry
Friend who knows all of your secrets? I don’t think any of them know all of my secrets. Dan knows about my past in San Leandro and Korea; Lesa knows most of my history in Vacaville. April and Suzanne know various amounts about my inner self.
In the last 24 hours have you
Cried: No.
Made someone laugh: Yes.
Bought something: Yes.
Cut your hair: No.
Been kissed: No.
Felt stupid: Indeed.
Written a real letter: No.
Had a serious talk: No.
Missed someone: Incredibly so.
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So today is another lazy

So today is another lazy Saturday, just like last Saturday. I did clean the kitchen this morning, but other than that, I’ve just been lounging around. There must be something important that I have to do. Let’s see:
Check over classes for fall semester since I register on the 1st of August
Scan pictures and more pictures
Work on web page
Clean rest of house
Take pictures of room and other stuff, like my really cool shirt
Balance my checkbook (hehehe, what a joke)
Jack off
Do laundry (Didn’t I do that last week?)
Clean Car
What a boring list of things to do. Oh well, I think I’ll take a little nap an think about which task I want to do
Current mood: lazy
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Addiction and Obsession

Well here is my first post in my new journal. I was surprised that I lasted so long without posting or even looking at LJ (I lasted a week). But I am one to cave into addictions. I am so addicted to so many bad things. I could be addicted to even worse things, I guess. But the ones that I am addicted to are bad enough, since they seem to interfere with my life.
I was going a more beefy journal entry, but I’ve spent the last 3 hrs uploading pictures, so I am beat. I just finish up with this addiction to LJ and obsess over other peoples lives for awhile. Night
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“Hey, this is Joe’s livejournal.

“Hey, this is Joe’s livejournal. I decided to take an impromtu vacation. If you would like to leave a complaint or complement or just a message, leave it after the beep and I will get back to you when I return……..**BEEP!**
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